“You are, and always have been, my dream.”
― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook
Just a dream. And will always be. Hmm.
I think i am ready. To let you go.
i seriously do not appreciate fickleness. yes, stop coming back and forth like i am sort of like your pit stop. i may be indecisive at times, but i believe i am not fickle. i, most of the times, know what i want.
so, i suggest you go and figure yours. till then.
i often contemplating whether or not to tell my stories to others. I know i just have to spill it out because it is unbearable. But, most of the times, when i did, it doesn't do me any good either. worsen. why? because they are just not in your shoes. and they will never understand.
I won't blame them, really. But, i truly disappointed and *sigh* sad. Why can't you understand? You see, it is not everything about you. The world does not revolve around you. Sometimes, things are just wayyyyyy more complicated that it seems to be.
me, feeling restless. good night.
the best thing about 'eidul fitri is definitely about the family. the last time i met abang and family was during wan's wedding. Wan has already a baby. yes, it has been that long. well, abang lives in the most north, well, 2nd north. and we're living in the most south in Malaysia. just an update on my 'eid.
Well, daddy says clumsy is my trait. i spilled a whole glass of ice tea last night at Taj's. Not to mention that i actually dropped a full plastic of ice tea and nescafe 3 times in my room for this semester ONLY and apparently ants really like my room. previous semester? lets just stop counting on that. -.-'
another habit of mine, sent text messages to wrong persons. BANYAK KALI. when i was form 5, a friend asked me whether i like this one particular guy. i replied no, i don't like him and i sent to that 'him' instead to my friend. i am not sure whether he was offended with it or not. but yeah, i am truly sorry. when i was in my 1st year in IIUM, i was furious with my committee, so i vented my anger in a text and accidentally sent that text to the person (she is a senior actually) that i was mad of. can you imagine how i felt? no worries, i believe we are on a good term today. :P see? thank you anger and my clumsiness. this whole angers thing happened couple of times. yes, shame on me. this is nothing to be proud off. there are many more incidents when it comes to sending a text to the wrong person. lets stop here, shall we?
terjatuh? made fool of myself? tak payahlah cerita part2 lain yang clumsy ni. hmmmm. izzah lah izzah. please lah please. stop being so clumsy. -.-' or probably, stop being so careless.
btw, Happy Belated Birthday Jung Yong Hwa :)