Sunday, October 13, 2013

For you.

“You are, and always have been, my dream.”
― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

Just a dream. And will always be. Hmm.
I think i am ready. To let you go.

Take care.

Friday, June 21, 2013


two different people. two different world. two different need.

i am so pathetic. and so slow, indeed.

hello world, i am dropping by.

Thursday, October 11, 2012

fickle minded.

i seriously do not appreciate fickleness. yes, stop coming back and forth like i am sort of like your pit stop. i may be indecisive at times, but i believe i am not fickle. i, most of the times, know what i want. 

so, i suggest you go and figure yours. till then. 

Friday, September 21, 2012

somethings are just better left unsaid.

i often contemplating whether or not to tell my stories to others. I know i just have to spill it out because it is unbearable. But, most of the times, when i did, it doesn't do me any good either. worsen. why? because they are just not in your shoes. and they will never understand. 

I won't blame them, really. But, i truly disappointed and *sigh* sad. Why can't you understand? You see, it is not everything about you. The world does not revolve around you. Sometimes, things are just wayyyyyy more complicated that it seems to be. 

me, feeling restless. good night. 

Sunday, August 26, 2012

'Eidul Fitri :)

the best thing about 'eidul fitri is definitely about the family. the last time i met abang and family was during wan's wedding. Wan has already a baby. yes, it has been that long. well, abang lives in the most north, well, 2nd north. and we're living in the most south in Malaysia. just an update on my 'eid. 

  1. Iman and kakak are growing up so fast. Iman can recognizes almost all football players with their clubs and countries, memorizes Quranic verses/surah, performs solat and du'a without a mistake, understands basic hukm, so talkative and 'loyar buruk' which are kinda annoying hahaha. Kakak has turns quieter (but still talkative actually) probabyly because she is 10 years old already. 
  2. Nevertheless, they are still my munchkins. Iman still insisted on sleeping with me every night and sitting on my lap in the public. (yes, the habit of caressing is still there -.-' and he is 8 years old).  Kakak is already acting like a big sister. 
  3. at the age of 24 (almost!) and unofficially graduated, you cant just never avoid the questions about marriage. it is a bit pressuring but honestly, i am doing fine though. when the time comes, it will comes. inshaAllah. just put up a smile hehe (and buat lah muka tembok)
  4. I still receive my annual duit raya. :D and thank you everyone! :)
  5. and many thought that i am still in my secondary school. hahaha. especially the new cousins-in-laws. :P 
  6. Families can be so complicated at times. Sometimes, you just have to tolerate the differences. But, that differences always brought you together.
  7. Last but not least, Happy 'Eidul Fitri Mubarak. May you have a happy festive, safe and sound with the loved ones, blessed and blissful inshaAllah. May Allah lets us meet the next Ramadhan. Maaf Zahir & Batin! :)

Sunday, June 24, 2012


Well, daddy says clumsy is my trait. i spilled a whole glass of ice tea last night at Taj's. Not to mention that i actually dropped a full plastic of ice tea and nescafe 3 times in my room for this semester ONLY and apparently ants really like my room. previous semester? lets just stop counting on that. -.-'

another habit of mine, sent text messages to wrong persons. BANYAK KALI. when i was form 5, a friend asked me whether i like this one particular guy. i replied no, i don't like him and i sent to that 'him' instead to my friend. i am not sure whether he was offended with it or not. but yeah, i am truly sorry. when i was in my 1st year in IIUM, i was furious with my committee, so i vented my anger in a text and accidentally sent that text to the person (she is a senior actually) that i was mad of. can you imagine how i felt? no worries, i believe we are on a good term today. :P see? thank you anger and my clumsiness. this whole angers thing happened couple of times. yes, shame on me. this is nothing to be proud off. there are many more incidents when it comes to sending a text to the wrong person. lets stop here, shall we?

terjatuh? made fool of myself? tak payahlah cerita part2 lain yang clumsy ni. hmmmm. izzah lah izzah. please lah please. stop being so clumsy. -.-' or probably, stop being so careless. 

btw, Happy Belated Birthday Jung Yong Hwa :) 


Wednesday, May 30, 2012

CN Blue.

Bottom left. Lee Jonghyun :)